Hi!
Just wanted to share my experience with the different medications.
Two and a half years ago, I started taking beta blockers (20 mg propranolol + 25 mg metoprolol slow release) to treat PACs, sinus tachycardia and atrial tachycardia caused by stress and anxiety.
Five months ago, my anxiety switched from heart rhythm/heart issues onto a new and probably even more troublesome subject. I now know that my heart anxiety in fact was a manifestation of OCD, with clear obsessions and compulsions (checking pulse, blood pressure, taking EKGs, learning all about heart rhythm). My OCD is now more harm related (fear of harming myself, fear of harming my girlfriend, etc.)
So, I realized that I needed some more powerful treatment. Started taking Zoloft, and my doctor told me that I could quit taking beta blockers whenever I wanted to.
One month ago, I stopped taking propranolol. My anxiety didn't get any worse, but it somehow felt more like anxiety (as I got more physical symptoms of anxiety which the propranolol somehow stopped). It was OK. Good to know that I in fact suffered from anxiety and not some other mental illness or heart disease. Recently I stopped taking Metoprolol too. I still feel fine. The anxiety is there, but it doesn't bother me so much.
So it seems like SSRI can be a great alternative for those suffering from anxiety. Just wanted to mention.
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Although it took about six weeks before I started to feel the effects of the medication, I am now calmer than I have been in years. Situations that used to terrify me I am now able to face head-on. Anxious thoughts no longer torment me at all hours of day and night. Even when I do become anxious, the anxiety doesn't seem quite so insurmountable. It's as if its blade was dulled so that it can no longer pierce my skin.
That being said, I do experience bad episodes of anxiety on rare occasions, and these instances can lead to racing heartbeat and irregular pulse that cause me to wonder if I should request a beta blocker to take on an as-needed basis. On the other hand, I am more aware than ever that my difficulties are caused by my mind, not my heart, and I don't want to try to alter the natural rhythms of my heart when I should be focused on my mind. I am glad that there are others who can testify that the heart can be pacified without being directly forced into obedience. It reinforces in my mind that I have made the right choice, and that my heart is going to continue to beat happily for many years to come!
Thanks for posting and keep us updated ...