Good for you getting on those any depressants. They can help. Takes about 6 weeks before they start to work. Hang in there, live mortgage free!
i was in my 50s and sounds like u had heart attack. i felt like i had indegustion than my arm started to get numb. the just pain was mild but got worse every second. you need to have it checked out.. a lot of truck drivers have heart attacks. all the stress and time lines. not eating right.. heart attack has no age limit. after my first heart attack and having diabeties my heart doctor said no more trucking.. so i had to get disability.
How old were you when that happened? I'm a tuck driver to. I'm having chest pain I posted about it just now then saw your post. I don't think it's a heart attack. Pain is manageable. My hands are cramping or numbing.
im not sure what it is.. saw the doctor today and gave me some meds to take 3 times aday to calm me down and some antidepressn meds .paxil for the depression and lorasapan to calm me down i know i didnt spell them right. just have to take one day at a time. i told the doctor my wife want me to stay alive till jan 3rd. he said why. i told him jan 3rd is my last mortage lol
How's your heart function, what's you LV ejection fraction?
Sorry you have had such a rough time. Maybe there is a medication that can be prescribed that will help settle or lower your mental stress.
Your heart history is one that goes beyond anything I can comment on other than Wow, so sorry.
Try to get control of your emotions and try to find something each day to focus on that will help relax you.