I figured I would stop posting here but was thinking of a journal type deal. What do you think?
I actually think that your next response is going to be the one that says get mental help lol.
I am reaaalllly trying very very very very much. Its like a cloud that consumes me. Because I feel like I have cuts down there and they burn and then I sometimes feel a burn when I go to the bathroom and I never full clear my bladder too. So I dunno.
If this was the "outbreak" once it clears up won't the antibodies be present since the body would fight the "infection" at that point.
you also have wbc's in your urine when you have an infection from bacteria too. You really need to get herpes off your brain I think.
grace
Yeah it is. But it is bothersom completely. Sadly I keep seeing different problems. What sucks is I got one of those UTI kits. It came up with some WBC being present. I look it up and it says that if you have a leision in your penis it will cause the WBC to be present. I sadly am giving up hope that I am negative. At this point I think I am going to lose my girlfriend and everything else. Sucks majorly. I can't wait for 6 Weeks to go by for another test and then the other 6 weeks at that point.
It sounds like you are spending a lot of time with your private parts worrying. You've been seen and examine and tested for the basics. It's time to come up with a better hobby than your nasty bits don't you think?
grace