Hello i am very scared if i have herpes i went to the urgent care for a std was so scared that i went to multiple space days/weeks apart was giving a bunch of antibiotics from being paranoid a 1 week pass and the tip of my penis was hurting and red no bumps/lesions but a clear discharge went back for another test all clear so i thought it could be balanitis from reading up on line but im circumsized and my discharge is clear with no burning or itching when i squeezed the head i can see it and sometimes when im at work it seeps out on a little i masterbate so i know its not pre-cum or urine because its clear and when i urinate its yellow herpes test came negative for hsv2 what is this plz help