If what you write is true, you should go to people who are teaching tantric yoga, taoist yoga or zen master or kundalini yoga. they can tezch you how to convert sexual energy into mental energy.This can change your life. It can be consederd as gift if you convert this energy into mental energy. or go to health care people. as it in not normal. you may lose your vitality completely at a later stage which can be irreversible.
sry forgot to add can stop having one if stop msing
also I just started ming at 16 and1/2 and was wondering if that had anything to do with it