The only way to recover from what you are going through is giving your life to Jesus Christ. The devil has a grip on you and will not leave you alone on this one. The devil also has a grip on you with regards to being with your wife. What you are missing is the love between you two. What you are missing is what is important between the two of you, which is trust and love. I will promise you if you give your life to Christ and follow Him your life with turn around. If you don't you may find yourself in eternity worrying for eternity away from God.
Hi Trying just found your age 68, all these problems we get from young guys, but thats life, I will send you two emails of some post I have on herbs and a hormone.
If you google this tital, DRUGS VERSUS HERBS, HERBS MY CHOICE, it will take you to the site there on, its an ED site, lots of guys with ED most around our age.
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Hi Trying, There are a lot of people who say over masturbeting does not exsist, then you can now tell yes it does, OK you need to be strong fro a start, your first thing is this, its an 8 week test for you of no masturbating or any sexual conttact of any form, if you can do this you will reboot your body its a healing process, now things you need to do, get rid of all porn sites on your compter, clear away all porn downloads, and throw away anyporn discs, thats a start for you, can you send me your details like age, do you exercise, are you over weight, drink alcohol a lot, eat fast foods or junk foods, you can email me, you now have a start.
Good Luck