I've also heard that if you have to have surgery for weak pelvic floor muscles, that many times it's unsuccessful (stress incontinence). So, I'm not sure that I would go down that route. It's good that it's only in the background for you for now.
Thanks Kelly,
I really don't know, I'm in quite a low place at the moment.
thanks for the reassurance,
Twist
I hope it all works out for you. I had the urodynamics/cystoscopy testing done about a year or so ago. I do remember thinking the same thing as you - wondering if I could go through with it. I was so nervous & afraid.
It turned out to be not that scary, actually. For me, they took a long Q-tip with numbing medicine on it, and let it sit "in there" for a little bit before using the cystoscope. Make sure to drink LOTS of water afterwards, or it will probably burn when you have to use the restroom the next few times. (Although, I'm not sure if that was related to the catheter or the cystoscope).
Good luck,
Kelly