Not surewhat, if anything i'm am really asking. Not particularly angry, frustrated or feeling like I need to vent. But then again, there is something to be said about repression. Really, just an update.
With the dx of MS established and having started Copaxone, I saw my neurologists this past week to discuss the results of a recent nerve conduction study and the cervical , thorasic, and lumbar-sacral portion of the MRI I had done earlier this year. I think I've mentioned this before, but in addition to MS I have another neurological disorder (neurofibromatosis, type 1, or NF1) and degenerative disk disease.
The major problem with NF1 is that tumor-like growths, of various sizes, can grow anywhere in the CNS. It has been known for some time that I have some small ones in, what I am told, are “non-strategic” areas of my brain, and several of various sizes growing along the length of my spinal cord.
The nerve conduction study and MRI showed that neurofibromas causing a particular set of symptoms and subsequent dysfunction are growing on the spinal cord at L5. S1 is “possibly” involved but it is not clear. And the real “kickker” could be others causing problems as well. Just how many are growing in these areas is not always detected by these diagnostic tests. For example, in 2004 I had an L4-L5 lamenectomy and the neurosurgeon removed parts of two neurofibromas that never appeared on the MRI of that time.
Some of the current symptoms I experience, are significant atrophy of muscles in my left leg, numbness and decreased sensation in both legs below my knees, pins/needles in my feet, severe balance problems, urinary incontenence, and chronic pain. According to my neurologists, bulging disks, NF1, spinal stenosis, MS, chronic prostitis (urinary problems) are all contributing factors. In the past 7 years I have broken, rebroken, re-re-broken ribs on 5 occasions, and have broken a wrist, elbow and heel. I'm also on coumadin, which adds a dimension of increased risk from a brain hemmorage if I fall and hit my head.
I know it's sounds kind of silly, but in trying to understand all this (and I really do understand for the most part) but just sometimes my nightmares are laden with...Condition A is the cause of symptoms X, Y, Z, independent of condition B and C. But condition B could be causing symptoms X, Y, Z, independent of conditions A and C. And condition C could be causing symptoms independent of conditions A and B. But possibly, conditions A, B, and C could only be a prelude to a previously unknown medical conditions D and E but that would mean condition G has to be sitting in the background or A and B, but not C & F, but C and A only in thosese instances where B & G is not influenced by the full moon. CAN SOMEBODY SEND ME SOME XANAX PLEASE LOL
What does this all mean. More surgery to remove the neurofibromas. But just finding a neurosurgeon is not who specializes is not easy. Neurofibromas tend to hold fast to nerves and it takes exceptional skill and hands. I have one lead in the area I live. My neuro's said they are not aware of anyone in New York, but I will follow up anyway. They told me that they will look at a larger city like Boston or look into Hopkins. Ideally that would be great but there is a problem with insurance. Even though I have very good health insurance, it can be costly if you get care out of your area. Even at a 20% cost, it would still be difficult. Thanks for listening. Will keep posted.