Hi Ladies I'm new to the group but no stranger to Ovarian Cyst. Grrr
Since 14 I have had cysts come and go. Last yr I underwent surgery to remove my 12.6cm Cyst. I went through imense pain. Had every single pregnancy symptom and then found out I was preg but the cyst lee to a MC. Now this year I am in the same predicament well. Found out my OC is 6cm Grrr within months it has returned. Now I have headaches back aches blurred vision loss appetite weightless nausea moodswings breast are large and nipples are dark breathless carpel tunnel heartburn. Constipation which turn the opposite if you know what I mean. So I have taken Hpt and neg. I am know to have slow rising hormones so pregnancy gets detected late. I don't want advice to just need to let of steam. I feel so alone my Partner no use I am so frustrated and fed up to the point where I don't want to have another child it's just to much hassle. Like am I preg or not. Why is my body doing this ffs! Sometimes I feel like I don't want to live anymore. I live in constant pain. Nothing helps. Then I have my stupid partner who don't get it. Oh I get super hungry at times. My stomach is fat which is more depressing as I am a Personal trainer. Since the op and all the rest I can't train as I use to. I also am so concious of my stomach as I look between is she preg or fat! I hate it so much. So anyway my partner will moan if I'm eating food late. I tell him I need to or I will feel sick. Then we argue. The cyst is ruining my life. Is there anyone sailing the same ship. I just need support please and thank you.xxx