It sounds like you could have hemorrhoids. Go see your doctor, he/she will be able to diagnose easily if it is hemorrhoids.
put i dont really see a hemorrhoid. i looked at the pictures online and i dont think i have that
Hemorrhoids (distended blood vessels) can be on the inside where you won't see them. They can cause both itchiness and pain.
But you mention a discharge- if it is not blood, there's a possibility you may have an anal infection, which can cause itchiness and discharge.
You should see your doctor to get proper diagnosis and treatment.
but lets see we rule out Hemorrhoids. What else could it be?
Well, there is the possibility of it being an infection- a GI doctor should be able to diagnose and prescribe the proper course of treatment for whatever it may be & I encourage you to set up that appointment.