obviously not meant to be a mom

[mommy_2_be_again90]

Well I'm heading back to er.. this time pretty sure I'm losing the baby :'( 17+2 today.. just sitting here in tears... woke up had to pee covered the living room, hall, and barhroom in blood... went to change clothes and clean up then covered 2 bdrms, hallway, n bthrm in blood again... my back is cramping really bad.. and I'm nauseous... lost two bbies in custody battle and now two babies via miscarriage in 2nd trimester in the last year.. obviously not many to be a mom :'(:'(:'(

[mommyofaria]

Congrats!!! You have a little fighter in there

[mommy_2_be_again90]

Yes i made to er.. just in time:) :) baby is fine as of now.. been moving like crazy.. I'm on strict bedrest.. absolutely no movement except bathroom n foo.. they saidd if i don't strictly follow it they will admit me for hospital bedrest:/ because of my miscarriage on Dec my uterus and cervix are very very weak and not holding up well to pregnancy.. also the financial people at the horizontal signed me up for medicaid:) and set me up with a follow up adopt with a ob this next week... me and the bbyddy still not tgthr but he was at the hospital with me makong sure me and the baby were on... he has a good heady is just not in the right place right now... but four right now Beijing has stopped and cramps are at a minimal.. thank you all:) also they said to excerpt a very early delivery(30-34w)

[naryashadow]

I'm sorry to hear it girlie. Take care of yourself. Yes you've had many problems, but that does not mean you cannot be a mom someday. My best friend went through six miscarriages before her baby stuck with her thanks to health problems, so it can happen for you too. The fact that you have had two already, even if you do not have custody of them is a sign of it. For now you should first take the time to heal, get your life together, affairs in order as I recall you saying you have zero form of id(use the net to find out how to get each item), and get away from the relationship that the baby had come from since it is obviously  not a healthy one. You deserve to be the only woman of a mans eye, not a side fling. Its difficult but its time you start loving yourself despite your problems because until you do so it will be that much harder to find that one guy that will love you. Never allow yourself to settle as a second. Good luck to you, and once again sorry to hear of your loss.

[louisekirby]

im soo sorry i hope u and ur baby is ok. did u make it to the hospital. x

[Clysta]

Did you ever go to the hospital?

[laceylace_2004]

Praying for you