mommies who lost a new born?

[elviamarie88]

May 22 2013 I had a beautiful baby boy who past away 2 weeks after birth. My baby past away from a hcd. Is the worst thing a mother can go thru. Waking up and finding ur baby dead. I try to commit suicide I felt I couldn't live without him I was so in love. Thank god nothing bad happen to me I then realized that my kids need me I have a 9 year old and a 6 year old I try to be strong in front of them but is so hard I cry when everyone is asleep. 2 months after he past away I found out I was pregnant again I am 28 weeks pregnant and im expecting a girl. Since I got pregnant right after giving birth to him I sometimes feel that is him who I am caring in my belly but when I go to the cemetery I realize that its not him and he really did die. I miss him so much. I am scared to go on depression and not being able to give my baby the love and attention she is going to need. Has anyone gone thru anything similar?

[huntingmama25]

My son passed away of SIDS at 6 weeks old I miss him every day it never gets easy n ull have up n down days with the new baby ask more questions U can add me on Feb Rebecca Beasley black hair n glasses

[elviamarie88]

I'm sorry for your loss @rainfamily16 I believe that we have little angels watching over us and one day we will meet again. I know there is more mommies out there that are going thru what we are going thru. I wish no mommy would have to go thru this. I'm hurt with ur story but I'm glad your happy with ur little blessing god send you. I'm here for you and thank you for sharing your story.

[rainfamily16]

On Dec 22/2012 I was in a minor car accident, the guy pulled in my lane without shoulder checking or signaling and almost knocked me off the road. I went to the dr right after the police and though everything seemed to be ok I took it easy but on Jan 10/2013 at 35 weeks I thought I was going into early labor but when we got to the hospital my son had no heartbeat :( he was stillborn, its been been tough for me but we have 4 other children and my husband has been great for support!! I think about him everyday and still cry sometimes but I know I will see him again someday and that gives me strength:) we are now 23 weeks with a little girl also and am very excited to meet her!! Congrats on your blessing and hang in there, sometimes it can be tough but I believe in you and so do your children and God ;) you can message me if you ever need to talk!! Big hugs :)

[minnies24kayla]

Aww hun you will always remember ♡ and you will never forget♡ but thats because you did have a strong mothers love a bond that is so special♡ you dont have to forget ♡you just have to be ok for your other children and for yourself... I dont beleive that in the end its the end look at the miracle of birth and life I beleive he is somwhere safe and one day personally I beleive you will see him again     take care so sorry but please find strength he wouldn't wanna look down on his mummy hurting xxxx

[Netta90]

God has got plans for you! Just continue to walk by faith. He is in a wonderful place. I'll be praying for you:)

[elviamarie88]

Thank u so much girls. Sorry is actually a congenital heart defect.

[mommylex]

Wow. I'm so sorry to hear this. I can't imagine what pain you're in. How strong you are!! You're admirable. Really are.  Just truly inspiring because I would die on the spot. By the way what is hcd!?

[jennyr1991]

Just take it as god sent u another child to love a care for anf ur baby boy will be watching you from above .. try to be a great mom to the baby ur expecting and ur older children im sure ur little angel will b ptoud of you fot watchung over his brothers and sisters and will be smiling from above

[blessed_mommaandwife]

O I'm so sorry I never been thru that but I've had some friends go thru similar things just pray and ask God for grace and strength and it's ok to grieve won't make u a bad mama to this one or others maybe talk to ur doc about some medicine and keep yourself surrounded with support. I'll say a prayer for u as well