Im scared and now on my own!

[Cassandrajane]

Hey guys! Sorry ive been away for a while :(...

Basically John has a new gf now... GR! but oh well happened before and he always comes back, everyone thinks its cause he is scared...

Anywayys now I am even more scared than before. Because now im on my own and I dont know what to do...
what if I really aint good enough?? I cant do this on my own!!

I have been sent to an Anorexia clinic too and it just gets worse.. :(

Helps me with helps! LOL

xx

[Cassandrajane]

Told them I was depressed that I cant talk to my friends!! :)


Do Jelly tot sweets count as food... My midwife said if I cant eat to drink LOTS of milk..
so im trying to have about 4 glasses a day. I havent slept either....

I am trying.. but I have to be hungry to eat and I am not hungryy..?? and its annoying..

I am glad I got yo guyss! :)

xx

[Spiket77]

Hi Cass,

I'm sorry to hear about you and John. He doesn't sound like much of a partner for you but hopefully he will learn to be a Father. There isn't any reason for you to speak to him everyday now. Just call when you need something for Harry. He has to still support your child but don't expect him to do much for you. I'm sorry you are under all of this stress. Like the other women have said...you can do this.

I won't pretend to understand your battle with anorexia but I wanted to ask you to eat for Harry. Take yourself out of the equation and sit down to some food. Pretend like it's feeding time for Harry. If you can't do it for yourself...eat for him.

[mom2ariana]

you do have us!! this forum (and us) aren't going anywhere!!
talk to harry's doctor and talk to us if you have any questions at all about what to do for him! but like you said you pretty much raised your brothers and sisters so you are going to have no problem raising harry and taking care of him!!!
lots of first time mommies don't know much. its totally normal. read up..get baby books, research online, ask questions on medhelp..you'll figure it out its a learning process!!
i wouldn't get back with him; just my advice!!!


eat eat eat! now!! i haven't eaten today and i wont if you dont. i expect a note on my profile when you have eaten and as soon as i get one i will eat too :)

[ammanda]

Oh yay they finally let you have a facebook!!!!!! im excited howd that happen

[Cassandrajane]

I have Facebook :)

LOL...

I am just scared.. if we got back.. id make him work for me... prove it and get serious help... But I propably wont.. i am trying to eat..
I know im strong. but i am soo scared... there is soo much I dont know...

I dont know who she is and i really couldnt care less... I hate her!! and If she goes near my son.. i will not be responsible for my actions and he knows that.. i'll kil them both!!
I dont think she knows he has a son...
I am only talkin to him for harrys sake.. although i aint spoke to him today! ahahah cause he dont deserve it!

I can do it, if I got youu guys!!

xx

[ammanda]

Cassandra!!!  John is a Douche bag, even ask your lil brother he will tell you that John is a juice bag!!!! (hope I made you smile with that line) :)

I know you can do this, and you know why????

Because what petite said, you are a strong woman and you have been through so much.  you dont need him. he is a sore loser.  and you know hes pretty much never around anyway, so whats the difference now you know.. he dont deserve to be Harrys father.  

Has he said anything about what to do about Harry?  and whos this new b****???????

She must be a home wrecking skank biscuit if she can even think about getting with a man that has a loving beautiful strong woman like yourself pregnant with his son... Grr I hate skanks like that.. and that word better not get edited!!!!! I will protest..

Cassandra, you are an amazing girl and I have grown really fond of you :)

Always remember to message me if you wanna talk.. and I KNKOW KNOW KNOW you can do this.. your alot stronger then me and most girls I know.. you have battled the worse and you can do this too.. You will be a great mother.. and Harry is so lucky to have and he is better off without JOhn!!!!!