Just not feeling it...

[Bri_1985]

I think my stress has finally kicked my butt. I woke up yesterday and just totally didnt feel like myself. All I wanted to do was sleep. So I missed my class... and today Im feeling the same way. Im beyond crying its like Ive done that enough... but Im not over it either. My car has plenty of gas in it but it wont start because I cant make my weekly payment. My hubby's car needs gas but I dont have the money and I cant seem to draw the energy to get myself to just walk across the street and ask my Grandpa for the gas card he lets us use every once in awhile. And I cant bring myself to call the people I make my car payments through either.

I feel like such a mess...

[Bri_1985]

I called the Dr this morning at hubby's insistance. He gave me a bit of a pep talk and told me to stop doing the on again/off again with my antidepressant since I usually just take it a couple of weeks as needed then stop. I have a Dr appt with him the 21st and my hubby told me that my Mom is taking him to work in the mornings so I can sleep more.

He doesnt want me to quit my job or school but would rather see me quit work than quit school. But I go to a culinary school and have to wear a chef uniform - my uniforms dont fit anymore and they cost too much for me to buy right now. :(

[mrsnelson2010]

It sounds like you are depressed to me hun. I would call the dr and explain how ur feeling.

[hayang]

I'm 12w3d. Before I got pregnant I was in my second year at a university nd with a full class load. I started to feel really down nd low energy nd all I wanted was to sleep. A week or so later, I found out that I was pregnant. I kept trying to stay in school but it all became too much nd I had to withdraw. It ***** but your health nd baby's health is most improtan(:

[Bri_1985]

So Ive decided to turn in my 2 week notice at work when I see my boss in the morning. My mood has dropped so much that Im wanting to just stay home instead of go in. :(