Miscarriage Again....

[shasy03]

So, Yet again this is an all too familiar subject for me.  I am having another miscarriage.  I have been bleeding since Thursday of last week and it was brown blood more than red and never experienced any pain until today.  This morning when I woke up I knew something wasn't right.  So, I got to work and the pains started...at first I thought they were gas, but throughout the day they got worse.  So, I go to the bathroom at 11:30 and there is a clot and have been bleeding ever since.  It's not that much bleeding (tmi) but only when I use the bathroom.  The last time I went to the bathroom there looked to be a water bubble on the tissue when I wiped.  Im not sure what this is but my doctor said not to keep it b/c it wouldn't help he would need the fetus/embryo to figure out what was wrong.  So, here is to trying again...I feel guilty for ttc and feeling like it's gonna end in miscarriage...I feel like I'm just creating a life to throw it away...I'm not trying to sound harsh but I feel like I shouldn't ttc if I know that it is going to end in miscarriage, but yet I try anyway.  UGH..just stressed tired and ready for who knows what.

[shasy03]

I came home about 2pm est.  They didn't want me to be by myself...and DH got home about 10 mins after I did.

Joy- I've had 4 now.  I haven't had a full term pregnancy..I have lost them all around 6 weeks and the miscarriage before this one I carried for 9 weeks but no heart beat at 6 1/2 weeks also stopped growing.  I was not on progesterone this pregnancy.  I couldn't get into a doctor fast enough.

[ConnieG]

I'm so sorry you're going through this!  I would make them let me go home!

[JoyRenee]

How many have you had? Have you ever had a full-term pregnancy? Were you taking anything this pregnancy (progesterone supplements, for example)?

I am SO SO SO sorry!

[shasy03]

I'm sure once my hcg drops then I will get my levels checked again.  I got thrusday for a physical and I'll ask a lot of questions.

[smjmekg]

I'm so sorry this is happening again. Try setting up another appointment and having the drs run tests to see why it's happening and if it's preventable, or what you need to do. *HUGS* Your day will come.

[Clysta]

I'm so sorry this is happening. Have they checked all your levels to make sure it's not one of those causing the problems? (like your progesterone and everything) I hope they can figure out the reason this keeps happening to you, and you get your baby.