Thank u^ I'll look into that!!
Support is also key. Can you have a family member over to help? Can you talk out your feeling with friends? Look up Earth Mama Angel Baby products, one called Happy Mama Spray. Check local health food stores, they might carry Rescue Remedy which also can help.
if those things don't help, please don't feel shame by getting help with traditional drugs. Baby needs you to take care of you too :)
If you schedule to see someone let them know first thing you don't want to take anything. If your breastfeeding then you can't take anything. Good luck.