I am trying my best I showered a few times. The relaxing I'm trying to.
Just breathe and relax. I know your stressing over your child's father but he clearly isn't worth it. Its you and baby now and that's all that matters. Drink some cold water, take a shower, put your feet up and try to get some sleep. Plenty of us are doing it alone....not easy but with love and determination its so entirely.possible. You are going to be fine. Mind over matter luv.