im just a blubbering mess i really dont know what to do
Believe me once you feel a kick and see an ultrasound you will want it. And you will love it more than anyone. It will be the only person that will love you forever no matter what and it will be the only person that you will love no matter what. Words can't justify it.
ya you could put the baby up for adoption that way the baby will have the best possible chance in live and you'll be ok
There is always adoption if that is the case.
but what if i have it and still dont want it?
my friend was the same when she found out but now she's very happy wit her son please don't make this decision out of temper or upset take your time and make sure you look after yourself it'll all get better so many people want childern you are blessed weather you know it or not hun it'll all work out xx xx best of luck xx xx