feeling blah...

[singlecalimommy]

Well today has been one of those days where I feel just blah. I feel depressed, stressed, bored, angry, sad. I've been crying at the drop of a hat. Don't really want to eat and when I do about two bites in I just want to vomit. I have no motivation to get out of bed to do anything. Pretty much all my friends and family turned their backs on me because they don't agree with the pregnancy. I just feel alone. Thought are running thru my head and I'm starting to question if I can hamdle another child. I want this baby really I do... I'm just scared. Out of curiosity ( and only that ) I looked at adoption and abortion and it made me cry even more! Both are things I could never handle. Well I'm off to eat cookie dough ice cream and watch the sisterhood of the traveling pants one and two lol... chick flicks to cover up the true reson for my tears...

[mommyofaria]

Your going to be a great mommy....I've been feeling the same way all week long...but just think about your beautiful blessing planned or not...your a strong person for even making it this far...and I weighed my options for my baby too but I couldn't go through with either...always hold your head UP and be strong....I Jon.its easier said than done but sooner or later we both will begin to believe the fake smiles :).....and cookie dough ice cream sounds so good right now....I haven't had any in.forever :/ lol

[singlecalimommy]

I just did lol

[KTowne]

I'm 10w1d!! You're due in January? We have a forum for all of the January mommys!! Join it!

http://www.medhelp.org/forums/Pregnancy-Jan-2013-Babies/show/1383

[singlecalimommy]

I'm 9 weeks 3 days.. still early

[KTowne]

Haha, I understand, how far along are you? It's perfectly normal for you to think of your options when it wasn't a planned pregnancy, and that doesn't make you a bad person, you will come out stronger from all of this, no matter what you decide.

[singlecalimommy]

Thanks, I hope so too. I was just wondering what all went into abortion and adoption and honestly I couldn't throw my child away like that. I just have to pull my head out of my behind soon and find a good job. I know I can do it but also know its going to be a long hard battle. Hate these prego hormones now I'm balling again lol

[KTowne]

Ohhh cookie dough ice cream sounds amazzzing, haha!! If your family and friends were more supportive, would you even consider abortion or adoption? If not, then don't do it, you're letting them get the best of you. Time will make them come around, if they are as supportive and loving as a support system should be. I hope things get easier for you hun!