feeling so broken :-(

[em_mummytobe]

Bd and I have had a really un-stable relationship, the day I found out I was pregnant I found out he had sex with another girl while he was at work. A girl he knew only that day, anyway I had to put it on the back burner because my baby deserves me even trying to make things work even if it was only one try. Well now I just want him gone, I tell him to leave and that we are done, he doesnt go! I am so done with trying. I am exhausted, I gave my all to this relationship, and then I gave it my all for this babys sake. We will get into a tiny argument and he calls me a dog, scrag, s.lut, and just before I was minding my own business and he come up to me and said 'god your ugly' :-( I feel so broken, I am miserable, lonley, depressed and I tell him this but he won't leave I just want him to go on with his life, he tells me to get rid of his kid then I am 15weeks I found out just before my 18th birthday and I have been turning my life around ever since. He is 20 and he is so horrible to me and nobody sees it because he acts innocent! But 99% of the time he is excited about this baby. He punishes me for HIS mistakes :-( I just needed to vent I cant tell any of my family and I pushed away all of my friends for him.

[Nae_Nae_23]

That is horrible... reach out to your family you do not have to a relationship with him for your child to be happy you cant stress on what he is doing yall have child on the way sending prayers your way;)

[Yoshii_93]

talk to your family. u need to get out of this situation. just because he is the father don't mean u have to stay with him. learn from your mistakes and move on. don't push awayanyone for a man u not going to spend the rest of your life with. you always need someone to talk to.  just please don't stay and be strong never let a man make you feel inferior yes it hurts but u r stronger then that. go to your family they will always love u no matter what. u can leave him. u do not need him. u deserve so much better

[em_mummytobe]

My midwife said that she would get a social worker to call me but I still haven't heard anything :-(

[Ally_bunny]

Please speak to your family about it, or to a supportive relative or someone in Church, what you are going through will not only stress u out but will strain your baby too. Find a social worker near by and ask them for advice, this may not go on as such.