I hope so. since i found out basically everyone stopped talking to me. my mom doesn't answer my questions and my fiance just seems distant. i just want someone i can talk to and ask questions and get answers.
I promise it will get better hun. Your emotions are high and your body is changing. I'm 20 weeks and am just now getting a hang of myself. I went through hell with my feelings and kicked my boyfriend out and all types of stuff was going wrong when I needed it to work... it WILL get better. Oddly changing my diet is what kicked off the turn of events. Eating healthier made me feel better and now I'm a lot calmer and have some sort of control of my life back. Pregnancy is not easy at all. This is my first time as well. I'm half way through and am still not a fan. You need to take care of you right now so you're baby will be healthy. Stress is the last thing you need right now. I know its easier said than done but really. . . No job or apartment is worth an unhealthy baby or losing that baby. I can speak from experience and say it WILL get better. Be strong for your child. The tough time is going to pass and everything will all seem to turn around all of a sudden.
I know its scary, I just turned 24 and didnt make the smartest choices so things are very difficult right now. But you can do it, I know you can. God only allows us to go through things that we can handle and I truly believe everything happens for a reason. You were strong enough to make the desicion to keep your baby so you're going to be strong enough to get through this. You just can't give up.
Its hard especially since I'm only 18. Trying to find a job and an apartment. but nothing is going right.
Hey hun. I feel the same way that you do :( I'm 7 weeks right now and this is my first time.