It has been several months since I visit this website.
After my last snap I started taking therapy and it was going perfectly fine.
Last night, however, I went to a club and long story short, a guy seduced me in a public restroom and I let go.
I was peeing, he saw me, showed me his erect penis and offered to give me oral sex.
He started sucking but after about 10-15 seconds I stopped him and left. I didn't even get a full erection.
After that I went home and washed my penis.
I'm back with my anxiety and this relapse to this kind of practice just makes me feel awful.
I've been told there's no risk for HIV but how about other STDs? I can't stop sweating and I feel my heart pounding ever since the event! Please help!!