Thank you, what type of professional can help? I know deep down my thoughts are irrational but can't seem to shake them. I've gone from constant worry about hsv, then I convinced myself I had asymptomatic gonnorea or chlamydia, then I began worrying about molluscum Abe hpv... Now at nine months i am worrying about HIV even though i have not had one symptom and my sexual history other than this one time mess up puts me at a very low risk.
really, no reason to think you contracted anything from a one time mostly protected encounter and all your negative testing.
if you can't move past this, talk to a professional about it to help you move forward.
grace