I have 13 strains of high risk HPV, it's made my throat bumpy and irritated. My right labia is twice the size it used to be and is all bumpy (but not particularly warty, and the gyn's don't know how to treat it), and small white warts come up other places around my vagina that I burn with salylicilic acid. I also have herpes one, and even though the doctor wont believe me I'm sure it's vaginal just the sores don't hardly surface and go away fast... but herpes is associated with nervous system, and it's the shaking that's my real burden. My vagina shakes (feels like it's rotting), all the time, and gets worse after I eat (whether it's a small or big meal.) I know suicide is probably my best option, and I know all about immune boosters and herbs and aloe and amino acids (indole 3 carbinol and lysine) and eating green oh yeah- and garlic- lots of garlic. And my heart's started feeling worn down and weak. It beats harder and faster, but feels achy and weak. Being horny seems to be the worst contributer. Does anyone know something secret that might help me...