you need to do a liver and gallbladder detox......your body craves the drug because it's deeply embedded in your system....once you cleanse your organs you have a better chance of getting off this stuff
The addiction you are suffering from is a medical condition and it needs to be stopped properly. Natural detoxing is the best way stop slowly using less and less until your body is no longer physically addicted. Then work on your mental addiction, please think of how good it is to have a family and all the good times you could have with them, your healthy now and you already feel good enough without the drug, a lot of people would love to be in your shoes right now.