A few weeks ago I made a terrible mistake. I masturbated on amphetamines. It was so long a duration, 12 ish hours, that I believe I have caused permanent damage to my penis head. I used so much lubricant for so long a period of time that it caused the skin to become very very thin (like wet noodle) and the tissue damage. The result is that I have scarring lines all over the penis head. Also, the top layer of skin and the tissue underneath still remain very fragile (not as hard or rigid as before) even 3 weeks later now.
I have scheduled appointments with a urologist and dermatologist but they are a few weeks out. I'd like to put something on this now if possible. I wish I had went to the emergency room but I was out of town for a week the next day after this episode and the damage had already set in. Is there anything that I can put on this until I can see a doctor? Someone said that putting fresh natural olive oil on it could help. Also, is this more an issue for a dermatologist or a urologist?
Thank you for any help on this issue. This weighs so heavily on me each day. Any kind of progress or help would bring me great peace of mind.
PS I am seeing a psychologist about this issue