Been 9 days since the surgery and I haven't been able to get feeling back to my penis. It feels like it's being squeezed and retracted. I was a normal happy healthy guy before surgery. Now I'm stuck in a fog of depression and anxiety. Have been back to the doctor many times and had ultrasounds done, but they tell me blood flow is fine. What about nerve damage or mesh rejection? I need help. I keep getting panic attacks and they are debilitating.