i have been masturbating before i even got to have sex, and i have been doing it for such a long time, after i got into a relationship i had a very painful first time sex, but thought it would stop since i was a virgin. but it has now been six years and i do not feel anything when i have sex, few moths back i stopped masturbating and thought maybe it was the cause of me not to feel sex but the situation is still there, i mean i do get turned on, horny and everything but when it comes to doing it, it is like im numb, nothing felt but only disgust. help me.