Wanting a baby ,can I be pregnant ?

[Pielyn]

I had to reschedual my blood test so that I could actually go in and not have to worry about being to work on time ,Sigh, So im bumped back till monday or tuesday hopefully I dont get called in again this is to important. I started haveing a little red blood here and there but very light and only when I whipe. Im trying really hard to just go with everything I talked with the nurse who told me to treat my body as if it were pregnant and to just relax .
I have bin carrying bottles of water with me so that im not tempted to drink soda or caffine and I have bin sleeping alot more .The only thing is the waiting game seing what will happen .My boss knows that I cannot work those two days so hopefuly they don't call me in.The only reason I stayed to work was because my boss broke his foot so I ended up taking another shift .Sigh.I hope i don't spot or have anymore bleeding ,its scary now everytime I wipe I don't want to look down but I have to so that I can monitor it .Gonna get some more sleep and listen to my Ipod .....I guess what I am terrified of is that im pregnant and will have a miscarry or not pregnant and be  disapointed and a little let down :(

[Pielyn]

Thanks thats the way im trying to look at it ,If im  not then ill just start off fresh . Im keeping positives and my husband is giving me lots of love and an open ear so its easier .jamming out to music and keeping busy to pass the time by .Thanks again  lots of love

[ButterBuns]

Well spotting can occur during pregnancy or the blood could be a light period. Try to be patient and don't assume the worst only time will tell in this situation. If you are not pregnant then you can always try again. Have faith sweetie. Best wishes BB

[Pielyn]

Thank you so much for your support ,The nurse said I am about two weeks and a few days late now .Then two negatives that I had  previouse week   didnt't help so Im counting on this blood test to make everything a little more clear about what is going on . Im trying so hard to be chill and just to think positive of the outcome ,and posting really does help and the replys really do help alot also.Im gonna keep my head up and daydream even if it isn't waht I want it to be . I catch myself daydreaming alot latley about if I am pregnant and what the baby would look like and how the pregnancy would go just good things that I want to look forward too .Thanks so much  it really means alot :)

[ANewLife4Me]

Hi Pielyn,

I am so sorry to hear you had to reschedule.  How many days late are you now?  I know it is sooooo hard, but please try to relax sweetie.  I know what you mean about looking down and stuff and not knowing what is gonna be there, but please, don't stress.  Keep doing what you are doing, water, rest, and posting!  :)