Feeling alone

[unhappy92]

I've been ill for six years (only just this year got diagnosed with severe IBS and sensitive gut) I am 24 and I am housebound because of this. I can't do anything - my life is literally ruined. My doctor refuses to give me medication and wants me to do IBS school but I can't afford to go to London, he won't respond to my emails. I've got depression and anxiety from my illness. I've lost a lot of weight and now I constantly obsess over my weight - the bloating doesn't help as it makes me feel and look fat. I'm honestly a mess (crying as I type) I'm irritated all the time and all I want to do is sleep. The pains are too much and I always think about suicide. I feel so alone. I'm sorry if this isn't what the forum is for, I just don't know where to turn.

[Katie82123]

For me it took eliminating gluten and dairy. I used to go home from work sick all the time from my stomach issues and now if I have a rare exposure to gluten then yes I get the symptoms again which tells me it is directly related to diet and I can control it. Do you know which foods you suspect to cause problems? You could start by eliminating them one by one and see the progress

[redflower92]

Hi Unhappy92, I've been suffering with anxiety related IBS my whole life so I understand a little of your struggle. You sound like you need someone to talk to. Maybe try to make friends online or see a therapist online, since leaving the house can be a hassle with this illness? You have so much to live for.. don't let this disease get the best of you. Make solid plans for your future, and maybe find another doctor to help treat you that can be a little more caring about your situation.

[tutaj5]

Same here, im almost 26 now. Ive been in the same situation as you for at least 10 years now. The only thing that keeps me alive is science and learning new things.