Hey everyone. I know for a fact!! we will make today a great stepping stone to change!!
IN NO WAY AM I A BIBLE THUMPER" JUST READ THIS EVERYDAY YOU WAKE UP IT HELPS.
SERENITY PRAYER:
GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY, TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE, THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINS I CAN, AND THW WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CONSIDER YOURSELF BLESSED!! WITH A STRONG ATTITUDE IN PLACE, YOU WON'T BE SURPRISED WHEN ADVERSE CIRCUMSTANCES TURN OUT TO BE IMMENSELY FAVORABLE. JUST BELIEVE IN YOURSELF ANF MIGHTY FORCES WILL COME TO YOUR AID!!!!!
I am going through some of the same feelings you are.
Last Monday, I stopped the abuse of my life and body, I was taking 20+ vic/10+soma. I did some research to find something to help with W/D.
I new I was in for the ride of my life!
I was told by dr. that because of the combination I was taking, A SMALL SMALL dose of Methadone 5mg max 20mg a day it would help with W/D.
I was scared. NO ONE FOR THE OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!! WELL I AM PROUD TO SAY AFTER ONE WEEK I HAVE NOT HAD A VIC OR SOMA!!!
This week I am dropping down to 10mg! I know that I still have a long road.
FUNNY THING IS I CAN'T BELIEVE, LOOKING BACK JUST A WEEK, HOW MANY F'IN PILLS I WAS TAKING.....
YESTERDAY I WENT OUT AND HAD A DRINK AT LUNCH, I HAD TOOK MY PILLS EARLIER, I GOT DRUNK/BUZZED AND HATED IT!! FELT LIKE SHE-IT COULD NOT WAIT TILL I WAS SOBER!!!!
THIS TELLS ME I AM ON MY WAY!!!
GOD BLESS
STEVE