It's my goal to get through this w/o the ultram. My dr. did tell me it wasn't addictive, but I have read posts that prove other wise. I will only take one if I really need it. I really think I'll be ok, mostly because of the support I am lucky enough to get. You guys make me blush. There have been others before me who have kicked their addiction to fentanyl pain patches. manonfire, bowhunter, badeggs has come a long way. I know I'm leaving some out but my mind is getting screwed up. lol Some people have tapered as low as they dare and have physical reasons to be on the fentanyl. I should never have been put on it. I don't have the pain that they endure every day.
It was so good seeing all of the friends I made on here together tonight. The ones that didn't show up will be horse whipped. LOL j/k
I am going to give a truly heart felt hug...not just a word that is an easy way to close an email. (((((((((((MY FRIENDS))))))))))....Connie
just ask minnie...ultram is told by doctors to not be addicting...minnie will prove that wrong.
try and do it without anything if you can possibly do it connie...you are almost 100% free of it.
huggs,
kim
You have made me feel so good. It's amazing how a little praise can make a person try even harder. Tonight my good friends were all amazing and now you have made the night perfect. I hope I don't need the ultram. I don't want to get addicted to them. Unless it gets awful bad I won't touch them. I know what to expect so there shouldn't be any surprises.
NOW how have you been?? I want to hear all about you. It seems like ages since we talked. I think you forget how important you are because you're always posting encouraging words to every one else. You need to realize how important you are. So many of you played a part in me getting as far as I have come. I didn't do it alone. When you have time email me or post how you're doing. I really care.
Take Care, my friend......Connie
I feel the same way... It must feel so good to not have that darn patch on... I hope that you don't suffer many WD symptoms from it.. DId you doc give you clonidine??? IF not call her up and get it... helped me so much with all of my symptoms.... I don't know what I would have done without it...
I am thinking of you and if you need anything... just ask.. you have my email and IM if you need me..
XOXO
I promise that I will... and you are very very sweet to say all of that. Things are hanging on for me - normal tracy life...wouldnt want it would you?? hehe
anyway - Im going to email a bunch tonight after dear hubby goes to work. He leaves at 2 am. Infact he is about to kick my small butt for talking so much lol.... anyway - I will fill you in.
You just hang in there and if you need the ultram - u need them!!! Im telling you there are not too many here that have done what you did so you should be proud!!! Just dont u forget it!!!!
love t