Long time-no talk!! Day 13, c/t, Opiates

[Angeleyez28]

First & foremost-I'd like 2 thank all of u that have been there 2 support me thru the hardest thing I've ever had 2 do-getting off opiates (was on between 10-20 tab 10's a day!) Sorry that I haven't been on here in awhile-but I was outta town & no access 2 the Internet. Well, I'm on Day 13 & feel GREAT!! I feel even better bcuz yesterday, my fiancee got his script (he gets 60 Norco 10's a month). Used 2, when he got the script-he gave it 2 me & it would be gone in a week!! But now, he got it & I sold em 2 my 'pill hookups'-I couldn't believe I had that many pills in my hand & didn't take em!! I was sooo proud of myself!! I couldn't believe how much $ they brought & how much $ I spent on em!!! I wouldn't have been able 2 do this w/out your support-THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart!!
My question is this: will I ever b able 2 take a couple-just 2 get a buzz one day & not b addicted the next?? *Angel*

[oxygirl487]

its ok sweetie.......why risk everything u have worked so hard for for a buzz? u know the answer to that..i dont have to tell u.....but i will ....hell no u cant use on occasion u will be right back at it full speed in no time flat...trust me....we call that relapse.....i would guess more than 6 weeks but everyone is different.......for some who have an addictive personality like myself maybe shorter time period........ur better off not to even begin pills if u dont have too.....

[Angeleyez28]

Yeah, I guess you're right-I never thought about it that way. The way I look at it is they're gonna buy them regardless & I REALLY needed the $-that's no excuse-I know, but I only deal w/one person-she's my friend & we used 2 sit around & pop tabs 2gether all the time. She's single, gotta job, no kids, got her **** 2gether. But, the point still reamins & u guys r right (like usual)-I'm not gonna do that again. But, the question still reamins-do u think that I coudl ever go back 2 being the type of person that could take some for a buzz one day & then the next-not need them? And, my friend wanted 2 know how long u have 2 take em until youre addicted (physically)???

[worried878]

agree with oxy...really now!   just dont seem right somehow

[oxygirl487]

congrats on day 13 im so proud of  u..i know that had to be hard not to take any of those.....im not trying to be mean but by selling them dont u think u r contributing to someone elses downfall?......again not being mean...but i would feel so guilty knowing someone took their last dime probbaly and spent it on pills that i sold.....just something to think about...ok....im not a mean person  lol........