relapse

[charlie1969]

I relapsed only after a bout 10 hours,  these vicodin have a grip on me like I have never felt, I have tried rehab twice twice it was just a bunch of meetings all day every day,  I tried suboxone but have no insurace now and they are super expensive I truly do not know what to do , weaning doesnt seem to work either.  any suggestions would be great,  I guess it doesnt help I am in a rock relationship either.

[lifesaride]

i read a post the other day that every sub dr. has a ability to treat and get the pills for upto two patience at a time for free from sub manufacturer. im sure if you search a lil you can get the help you need. also i heard onradio the other day that the columbia univ. is offering a sub program. and possibly pay transportation there aree a few program in ny md and other plces . just google it. get the help you need now.                                                       p.s. im on third day on subs and feell great!               GET THE HELP YOU NEED. REACH OUT AND GET IT!!!

[mr.lucky66]

do you want to quit or do you think you can't do it? If you think you can't then maybe sub will keep you stable for a while. If you belive you can really quit now, you don't need it. There is no right answer.

[worried878]

sorry...reread your post...does look like u have tried to quit very hard in the past...people say different docs have different prices..may be good to look around and price shop if that is what you decide to do...important thing is to get clean and move forward   .i am not sure if u buy vikes off the street or if you have a script...sub may not be as much as you spend on your habit...compare it and educate yourself...u said u took it before so u know what to expect...aftercare is a must i think for most

[sadinmichigan]

did you get my pm? you mentioned 8mile awhile back..all to familiar with that..i know where there are some places you can go if you live where i think..

[worried878]

Do you have the pills in your house when u relapse?...also...is this the first time u ever tried to quit or is this an ongoing problem...being unable to quit...there are things you can do and change in your envrionment to make it easier to quit on your own...

[worried878]

turntohelp has a site where you can key in your zip code and find a doc in your area licensed to prescribe sub

[charlie1969]

i actually meant a rocky relationship, i have take about 10 16 a day for about 8 years a suboxine clinic would be awesome

[cathy5841]

i am sorry vic have taken control of your like.  i too had a big oxy habit.  it is very hard to quit.  it takes pain and determination to finally beat addiction.  i have 5 months clean and i quit c/t.  i was so sick for about 7 days that i begged to die, but using again was  not an option, unless i wanted to die.  i was not going to die taking pills.  like confused said there is no magic cure.  bt you can  quit.  but you have to want it more than you want a pill.  you can do this.  let me know if i can help you in anyway

[sadinmichigan]

How much are/were you taking daily and for how long?

[confused456]

I am sorry that you are having such a hard time. I wish I had some miracle advice for you, but unfortunately, I don't. I do however remember reading on here that someone found a sub clinic and it was free or based on income or something like that. Hopefully that person reads this and can give you more info. Best of luck to you.

[beentrying2quit]

What do you mean "rock" relationship?  How long have you been on pills and how many do you take?  I do have a suggestion but would like to see your answers.

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