80 days and still here but draggin my *ss.

[spider6]

Hey guys, I've been reading and noticing a lot of peeps just haven't been around much lately,
myself included.  I've been reading but I just couldn't bring myself to post....feel like I'm not
that positive lately and don't want to be a downer.....uuugghghghghhhh too many words. (teeny grin)

I'm just kinda not here like ever, I'm not listening and I'm still having overwhelming feelings of "don't touch
me, just stay over there".  .......can't focus.  I for sure have a "time of day" when all bets are off and I
just don't give a f*ck what anyone thinks, this means, "don't touch me, just stay over there, and oh ya...
shut the f*ck up!!!!!!"

I've been talked into watching my 2yr. old grandson for three days a week and ohhhhh man, I'm
just too old for this sh*t.....I love him so much but he ***** every bit of energy I have in a very short
time.  

I really don't have a question just wanted to say, everyone who's going through this now or has gone through
this phase...."being a recovering addict is NOT for p*ssy's!!!

Hang tight soldiers and trudge forward and on!!!  You are all so amazing and still my inspiration!
Mmmmmwwwwaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!
giant hugs.
xo
:o}

[spider6]

Meegy, thank you for your support girl, I do appreciate it.........and might I say I love your sense of humour and your writing....I know I've told you that before but I just read some of your stuff again this morning and was reminded of the fact.
Bless you girl!
hugs.xo

[spider6]

hey 55 days today!!! congrats girl...huge props to you. :o}
Thanks for the giggle and the "uplift".  
You're doing great too eh? (with the numbers I mean), everything else is still teetering but we haven't gone over the edge yet.

hugs out ...(errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh) <-------- that's a big hug. xo
:o}

[spider6]

Digger!!!!

Hahahahaha....hey you're really funny! Love it.....nothin sexier than a man with a great sense of humour..........unless of course he can fix stuff or at the very least have a slew of friends who are in the "trades".  

...love the image of the lioness "shoulder movement".  :o}

hugs man, thank you for the vote of confidence.
from what I've seen, you are a pretty well loved and respected dude around here.
giant squeezin hugs!!
xo

[digger1976]

Now I have an image of all you crazy girls in a room doing the lioness shoulder movement, moving in for the kill, haha!

[digger1976]

Hey Spidy, I too read an run, nothing to say, unless it's got something funny I can bounce off! I just struggle to find the right words latley, I still try but usually fail, my delete key has a plaster on it, IT'S SORE! Lol. Just know it does get better, when I'm not sure I'm still trying to figure that one out! We must believe tomorrow will get get better some day, one day, any day, tomorrow's good for me god if your listening, I'm free tomorrow, haha! Keep your head up my friend, we got this, love and respect to ya, always, ;)

[VICourageous]

You just crack me up!!! I can see a bunch of people together all in one room going through PAWS or even the Mental Part of the Detox when we start feeling good Physically.. I told my Hub to put up a Boxing Bag on the porch..I am Laughing to hard and it is very late..What in the heck am I doing up!! lol
I know girl it is hard when we used most of our lives and we are not 20 anymore..Oh Boy!! What did we do to ourselves..Daaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! lmao