Had a bad day at Disney yesterday

[Crispy]

Day kinda sucked my stomach was upset i was anxious. ******* drug dealers GF called me told me she had pills for me which really upset me i was kinda happy until she called. It kinda ruined my whole day. Woke up this morning kinda nasueases and just trying to relax before work tonight. Last time i quit i didnt get bad paws like this at all but i was drinking here and there last time too this time i havent touched a pill or drink for 36 days.

[Brrrrad]

Hey Man  That is totally awesome your on day # 36 !!!  Are you feeling better as a whole? More good days than bad? I agree about the phone # do anything YOU can to avoid the "bad stuff"      Late  brad

[lady67]

That sounds like a plan to me Crispy.  I guess I am so naive because even at the height of my addiction, when I thought everyone in town knew about my problem, I was NEVER approached by anyone about obtaining pills illegally.  THANK GOD

[confused456]

Great job and congrats on 36 days! Good idea about your number, even though it's a pain in the a$$, it is worth your sobriety!

[Crispy]

ya i told her i didnt want anything to do with him or her she got pissed and i just hung up. I think im going to get my number changed on my cell phone and just give it to ppl that ive never associated at all with drugs.

[rue10]

Hi.  Good for you.  I know it must have been hard.  This weekend was EXTREMELY hard for me, and to tell you the truth I probably would have folded if there were pills offered to me.  Actually some were offered just not available at the time.  Of course I've been obsessing about them since then.  But I haven't made the call......pray for me.

I'm proud of you and I thank you for sharing your difficulty.  It gives me hope.

Blessings.

[lady67]

I am praying for you Crispy.  I would tell that drug dealer friend to take a flying leap and to forget your number,  I am sure that is easier said than done.  But good luck to you!

[worried878]

the same thing kinda happened to me last week...pills were around me...set me off into a funk and a craving episode...it is amazing how those little puppies are engraved in my mind and can overpower my thoughts like they can...i hate them...i really do...i hope u get to feeling better and u should be so proud that u turned her down flat...it is not very uplifting for me to still be having these thoughts or having the pillls have some control after this amount of time...i just really thought it would be over by now and maybe that is why i went into a funk...anyway   it passes...hang tight

[Jacqui805]

Sorry you had such a crappy day yesterday, but I'm thrilled for you that you were able to say NO to the drugs.  I hope you do realize what a positive thing that was. Congrats on your 36 days.