So I just got a message on my cell phone from this guy that I usually buy scripts from. He has 80 mg oxys's and usually charges me $500.00 for all of them (50) This is a really good deal because usually on the street they sell from$25.00-$35.00, even more in the States. So, I callled him back and said, I wouldn't be getting them this month, with the excuse that I didn't have any money, SOOOOO he says he's really broke and will give them to me for $100.00 if I can come up with it. $100.00!!!!!!! like reallly!!! SOOOOOO, of course I said sure, I'll get them, thinking now, I know where I can get rid of them no problem and make a pile of cash, since I'm so broke.
So, I'm off the phone all proud of myself, going to get some of my money back with NO effort at all, you know thanking God, the whole nine yards. THEn it hit me, just what are the chances that they will actually get sold. Now, you may think even selling them is a little crazy, but I would only have them in my posession for about 5 minutes from one house to another, but hey, that's another issue entirely.
The thing is I know my little addicted mind, I might just have to keep a couple "just in case", not sure what that would look like, but I know how my mind works. I bet by time I got them I'd be convinced I should keep them, after all I do have a bad back, and you never know what the future may bring> OMG, what a wreck I am.'
So, now I got to call him back and tell him I can't have them and tell him the real reason is that I'm quitting and I won't be buying them anymore. Why didn't I do that in the first place??? I had to spend all that time playing around with my head.
No questions really ,just venting again, I messaged this to IBKleen and she said I should post it!