Just curious- how long have you been dealing with this type of addiction?
I've been taking them 4 years due to back troubles (like many of the people here who got hooked). I'm 18 days clean right now, seeing a therapist, and doing the good things :)
Thank God! I thought for a minute I was the ONLY one still awake right now in the EST time zone!!! I admire some of the advice you have given- and I envy your 18 days- I am now in hour 81! Still in the hour counting!!! Sometimes the minutes....I keep reading for inspiration. I read a lot of what you had to say and can totally relate- sometimes I feel so alone in all this. I have no one to share this with. I went c/t and no sub. But the Thomas Recipe has saved me!! I'm really not doing as bad physically as I am mentally. Nice to know your still awake right now though!!!!
I'm still awake as well. In West Virginia.....Where are you? I haven't started my plan yet. Still working on it. Me and my husband both are going to get clean together.
In Ohio- and it's nice to know you have spousal support- a great support system will see you through it....I know it is scarry- but I just dove right in!! Ignorance is bliss sometimes! HA! GA Guy has a lot of good information and it truly works- I rely on this forum for inspiration and reality check for myself!
You'll get through it dear and soon you'll be able to count in days, then months, and then years! Just a quick note on the sleep, it's one of the last things to return to normal. I've been clean for quite a few months, and I still don't get the sleep I used to. And you're not alone. I too had no support from family or friends (my choice, I didn't tell them), and this forum was my life-line. You'll find lots of support and encouragement here and lots of good advice from posters like Ga Guy, etc.
Good luck to you,
Yoda
i'm on day one, feeling a little nauseated. i did have about an hour where i felt really normal, though. looking forward to making it through this.
GG please don't take this wrong but I wish you wouldn't push the Thomas recipe on newcomers...
It involves using another narcotic that is not the way......
If people want to use it or need info about it thats cool but please don't promote it....
It is not the best or should be the first move by someone new trying to get clean..........
what about the miniumum?
Amodium---------------for the diarrhea
tylenol PM-------------for the sleepless nights
Gator-Aid---------------for the hydration
The ativan saved me. I had only 4 of them so I used them wisely, broke them in pieces. I tried all kinds of over the counter sleep-aids and none helped me . The RLS was horrible and the ativan was the only thing that helped me.
This is what I think. Whatever way works for you to get clean and stay clean is the way to go. Please do not discourage me by saying "YOU CANNOT do it without" ..going to a detox clinic, n/a meetings, a few valiums, etc. etc. Encourage me please. Give me hope, faith in myself, feedback, suggestions and your support. When Iam down, please do not kick me, belittle me or make me feel incapable of recovery. Make me believe I AM stronger than my addiction, That the person I really am can concur all the obsitcles I am about to face. By your examples, trials & tribulations, show me I have the power to do this. Feed me all the information in a possitive manner, for what works for one may not work for another. This forum is a life line, a spark of hope. Give to me what you can because you want me to live and perhaps help someone else in return. You are all such an important part of my recovery. Thank you. Magi
I have to say Beach- in all the posts I read you always tell it like you see it. No holding back! I just want to clarify for GA Guy- he did NOT push the Thomas Recipe on at least myself. And there are ZERO, NONE of the narcotics part of the Thomas Recipe I use. NOT the immodium or Valium but solely the T-Tyrosine and Valerian Root. For me THAT is the only part of it I use. I come here for the inspiration part. I would have to say I kept swaying on trying to get some type of that Sub, but since I didn't want anyone to know that I used my prescription pain medication LONG after I really no longer needed it I felt I got myself into it and I had to get myself out without admitting to my Dr. what I did. I felt ashamed, embarassed and negative about myself. As good as the people on here made Sub sound, I just plugged along the first few minutes, hours and days with L-Tyrosine and Valerian Root. And for me that is what it took- I had a bad night last night- the mental part more so than physical symptoms- but I value the honesty of all the people on here. I just wanted to add my two peas! Thanks!
Beach, I don't really think he's trying to "push" anything on the newcomers. I think he is providing a service and people have heard about the Thomas Recipe so much, if they don't get it from him they'll get it from someone else.
When I quit, I didn't even know of such a list and I would've been grateful for even a wipiece of that information. Remember, this is a public site. Also if you have half a brain, you can figure out if you need to take a benzo or not. And speaking of that, as far as the valium or benzo goes, that's something you have to get from a doctor unless you find it on the street or steal it from Granny while she's sleeping. Most people are not going to rush out for a prescription for Valium and if they do, I think the dr. will help them decide whether they need it or not..
I also think we need to give the newcomers and all readers a little credit for not blindly followng some recipe that someone else came up with. Will the real Thomas please stand up?
If we are going to start calling offering information "pushing", I think it should apply to all the other things that have been so highly touted. Like the Sub which did wonders for some but was horrible for others. Or the methadone debate. Or at one time when the Tramadol was a god-send and then people found out you could become addicted to it. Just like AA, Just like NA. I know you bring the valium up because it's bad news to get addicted to a benzo and has wicked withdrawals, but the recipe does mention tapering off of it. It doesn't say it's a permanent solution.
I'm sure GaGuy can speak for himself, but I hate to see anyone discouraged from providing information. But thank you for bringing it up in a nice way.
Off to school,
Yoda
I didn't follow the Thomas recipe, but it was nice to hear all of the withdrawal symptoms I was having were real and somewhat treatable. I did use the advice about the jacuzzi, I think I took about 4 or 5 jacuzzis on day 2, it helped tremendously. I used Advil PM for sleep (I hate Tylenol now because it's part of the Vicodin) and I didn't use Immodium because I figured my body was trying to cleanse itself so I wasn't going to stop the diarrhea (I didn't have that particular symptom all that bad, so maybe it was easier for me not to use it). My main thing was, as someone else put it, feeling like a raw nerve, and horrific stomach pain and body aches, even a fever.
I for one was glad to hear about the thomas recipe. Its what saved me. Just because it has a narcotic in it doesnt mean that it has to be classified as a narcotic recipe, because with me, I took everything BUT the Valium!! I didnt need it. I just took the B's, Vitamin C, tyrosine, and glutomine and it got me through!! There's nothing wrong with that!! I can almost say, that if it hadnt of been for that recipe, I wouldnt be clean right now, it truly made it possible for me to be able to fuction while I detoxed.
Valium (diazepam) is in a class of drugs called benzodiazepines It's a narcotic? I didn't know that.
Now that I looked, maybe I was taking more of the Amino acids therapy?? Is there a diff between the two?? I took what Fladdict suggested which was..
L-Tyrosine
L-Glutomine
VitaminC ester buffed
B-Complex
Multi-Vitamin
5HTP
Absolutely not I push inpatient detox and inpatient drug rehab
then 90 meetings in 90 days.........
The Thomas Recipe does NOT contain another narcotic. If it did, you wouldn't have withdrawals. It does mention Valium, Ativan, Xanax, or Klonopin..which are benzos, not narcotics. I find it funny that some people have no problems with someone taking Sub for short term detox, but complain about the Thomas Recipe because of the benzos. I personally have no problems with either, as long as they are used as intended and in moderation. That's why I put the caveat in there about the benzos being addictive (which the Thomas recipe doesn't stress enough).
And beach, you know I respect you, but I don't think I've ever "pushed" anything on anyone in this forum. It's all about information and education.
Benzo's are narcotics.... My ignorance led me to look it up on the net. I guess something can be a narcotic w/out being an opiate? I don't know I'm confused, but 'narcotic' free, at least for today!
Narcotics are most commonly used to refer to opiates.
Medically, as far as I know and I'm in the field, valium, klonopin, ativan, and xanax are considered benzodiazapines. Things that have opiates in them like Vicodin, Loratab, Oxys, etc. are considered opiates/narcotics.
Anyway, regardless I'm writing b/c I'm absolutely MISERABLE. I need help and support. I have about 12 Lortab 10mg/660 left. I have about 4 Soma (muscle relaxers) left. The combo has been my drug of choice for the last year, starting with 1 5mg Lortab and 1 Soma and eventually getting prescribed four of each a day w/ the Lortab being the 10s. I, however, have lied and manipulated my way in the last few months into getting much more than than, in the last week I have taken almost 120 Lortabs, prior to that I took 120 in about 3 weeks, prior to that 120 7.5s in 3 weeks so avg of 10-15 a day. My mother is here and helping and giving tough love...she wants me to quit cold turkey. I want to taper since I have them, I went, as of Wed. night, from taking 10-15 a day to three a day and feeling HORRIBLE. I have all the symptoms with the anxiety being the worst. And...it gets even better...I have meds to help me get through this although if they are helping then w/o meds I can't IMAGINE what it would be like. I have Klonopin (been on for a long time for anxiety, Seroquel (also for anxiety), and Ambien CR that I've been on for over a year. I do not like any of those drugs so I'm not that worried about getting off of them (except for no sleep if I stop the Ambien).
Point is, I'm feeling absolutely crappy. I've taken baths, tried to drink fluids, just had my first food (if you count soup broth and a few noodles in it as food), and have taken meds to go to sleep. I'm shaking, I have RLS, I have aches all over, I'm nauseated, and the anxiety my goodness the anxiety. My husband is also not supportive (he just doesn't understand this) and it kills my heart to know I've hurt him and lied to him.
Someone help. I can get the stuff for the Thomas recipe but should I only start that when the Lortabs are gone? Like I said I've been breaking them in half and taking about 3 a day (which gives me about 4 more days) and I still feel miserable.