Kick the lortabs.. Support please!

[Mdb72388]

I have a question I take 20 to 22 lortab 10mg at a time.. And I want to quit.. I get pains when I quit for a day but I know if I keep taking 20 of them at a time I'll die.. If I quit cold turkey will I die? Because I want to just quit I know I can.. I know itll be tough.. Just scared replies are greatly appreciated.  

[jeffclowns]

hey dude just wondering how u doing..????

[jeffclowns]

hey man congrats on day 6 you did awesome i hope u start feeling better soon bro .anyway hope to see a more up to date post soon to hear how your hanging in there man ..well u came this far the rest of the pieces should fall in place my friend..god bless.and u did awesome man u really did ,be proud of yourself cause i know i am proud of you dude..

[raider211]

Its very tough to do especially hearing all of the horror stories but you will feel so much better once its over. Im going thru it now trust me I hurt but believe it or not just talking to people that actually feel your pain helps more than anything.

[moni80]

I really respect what you're doing and I wish I had your strength............................I'm still caught up in all the pill bull****, keep promising myself that I'm going to quit but never quite have the guts to actually go through with it.....................................so if it means anything I'm proud of you

[Mdb72388]

Hey Jeff no I haven't slept in almost 2 full days only like a 30 min nap total.. Legs still hurt but I was on a high high dosage so I knew it'd be tough... No relapse tho day 6

[jeffclowns]

so how things going my friend you holding strong just checking in on you man .making sure you all good ..how u feeling now is any of the w/d coming to an end yet brother ..keep on posting man so we know what's up...we all want to know how u hanging in there brother..???

[raider211]

What worries me too is the fact Im supposed to have surgery on my shoulder and I dont see getting thru that without pills so im scared of going thru all this then having to do it again

[raider211]

Im ok for now that sub really helped Im going to go to my dr tomorrow if i dont work and see if they can give me something non narcotic to help. Im so glad im not workin today i wouldnt be able to do it I work for edison as an inspector I would not be able to deal with the public right now

[Mdb72388]

lol I put man a lot up in that one, haha.. @Raider whats up? how you doing bro?

[Mdb72388]

hey man, I never got the pukes, i know man, your being strong for your kid as well yourself :) keep going man u can do it

[raider211]

how ru i hope its getting easier i was puking so much i called my friends thats been fighting the hard fight fo 3weeks now he said his dr gave him subs he brought me half i feel a million times better.  i really didnt want to substitute 1 drug for another but i have a 2 year old that doesnt understand dads sick . Anyways good luck dont give up

[jeffclowns]

hey dude i hear you on the job thing.. my friend who is quite older than me like 20 years said to me yesterday i am glad u decided to quit those pills they were really turning you into a loser and i was like dang i did turn down a couple jobs when i didn't even have a job but i was addicted to pills and my boy i was his partner in pills so i didn't even need loot you know kinda ***** right, well at 10.30 pm tonight central time i will be clean off vicodin for 7 days and it was tough,it did suck but it is totally doable u know so hang in there brother you at the end about to see the light and it gets a little better everyday just please don't get those pills refilled homie u don't need that crap after this week of hell u went through ..believe me your there dude it's going start getting better...god bless..keep posting bro..

[Mdb72388]

So I think.. Since the time change today at 3pm is 5 days!? Pain pain go away

[Mdb72388]

So I think.. Since the time change today at 3pm is 5 days!? Pain pain go away

[Mdb72388]

TRUST ME I FEEL THE PAINS!! oh man..... push threw it an @ CATUF, bro I did surrender, that's why I'm here, But I will and "can-do" staying sober, AA/NA isn't for me... Maybe one day ill attend one and help people out as a side gig, even if I rejoin the Army, Be as big of an Impact as possiable... like Nikki SIXX, and help everyone get off thier drug, and thank everyone and reccomend this site! this site and the people on it are the only reason I haven't found a way to get my drug..

[raider211]

my freakin legs feel like im 7 foot tall and have been riding in the back of a vw

[CATUF]

you should check out detox and rehab through the VA.  They have a good program and it's free.

The can-do attitude from the military is a great tool for most things in life, but not for addiction/alcoholism.  In fact, it's exactly the wrong tool for this fight.  In this battle the one and only "weapon" that works is surrender . . . absolute and unconditional surrender.

CATUF
1980
(Semper Fi)

[raider211]

Ive seen people go through this before they have been helping me. Thank god work is slow so i can just sit and deal. Its just so hard at night my girl has NO idea whats going on. Plus I try to keep a smile on my face for my son no matter what im going through he shouldnt suffer.

[raider211]

I dont do the FB thing my girl is a lil crazy when it comes to chicks sending me messages . Trust me i stay away from drama FB is a drug itself.

[raider211]

yeah my doc were /are yellows havent decided how to play this out yet i have slipped disc nerve damage and a torn rotator cuff. my dr tried to give me 80mg oxy i passed. But now i take norcs dont think they are much better. I feel like as im detoxing im high and when i was high i was normal this **** BLOWS.

[Mdb72388]

REMEMBER! we're going threw this together bro.... WE can do it!   WE WILL do it....
lets get over this, AND DON'T get the pills. I was gonna get mine to sell.... But then I'd be causing this to someone else and I don't wish this on ANYONE, not even my worst enemy.... Plus I'd relapse.... Stay with me brotha add me to FB above and watch the vid.

[raider211]

I know excatly how you feel and honestly this isnt something you want to share. its 444am here i havent slept since like thurs or fri i cant even remember.

[raider211]

i feel like ive been hit by a bus I cant even lift my two year old. I have the option to get a few hundred pills tommorow after this i think ill pass

[raider211]

I take like 30 10/325 a days Im like 49 hrs in