I remember your last post, I am so happy for you and pround of you, are you totally off of everything now?
Yes, I do believe in miracles! Jules
Thanks and well I'm not off of everything I'm on subutex and also my pchycologist put me on a very low dose of Xanax and that is really helping me right now that I have being in all the pressure.
But the DR understands how things go and that I have a problem and that I'm getting better and working on it.
wow!!!!!!! I can not belive your sister did that to you. You could have gone to jail. I mean I know that what you did was wrong and you did it not her but oh my god, I can not belive she turned on you like that. Sober or not I would have kicked her a$$. Congrats on getting your life together. I am very proud of you that you stoped doing all that stuff on your own. Not because you got caught or you had to but because you knew it was wrong. Way to go!!!! You are a special person and I know you will make it. As for your sister well, she would not be my sister anymore!!!!
The truth shall set us free........Good for you on telling him everything. I wish you nothing but the best...........sara
Thank you, and as for my ex sister well I just said it even though I havent talked to her we had a "conversation" over the phone or I would say texting that began on "you f*** b*** and ended on her really bad" on both ends I wouldn't say she was the only one that went off on me even though she had nothing to go off at.
You are completly right, I allways heard that " THE TRUTH SHALL SET US FREE" and I used to say I really really want to feel it when I say that, and you know now I really felt it when I wrote it lol, I really feel FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Recovery,
You are on the right track, and for your sister, I believe in God and charma and when someone like your sister treats you badly, if i were her i would be worried about charma coming around and getting her back 3 times as hard,
you have enough to worry about just within your own life, you have a great job and a wonderful boss and i think that you both will be good friends for life.
try and keep a support line goin for yourself, like this website i really beleive is my own personal NA meetings and I attend sometimes 3 times per day or more.
hang in there, jules
I also belive in charma and even though I don't want to be negative and also hope that one day she really thinks about what she did and she will do something good for someone else.
I lost my sister my 3 nieces that were like daugthers to me, my dad cause he took her side and the worse is that she leaves 1/2 block from me REALLY lol that is crazy!!!!
I'm sorry, but I have to say it.....
Told ya so!!!!
The truth will set you free!!
I don't think I would call this a miracle . Just keep on the straight and narrow get the help you need to stay clean .You can do it .
Yes I know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL
I can laugh about it now
Well I call it a miracle and to me that is what it is cause how many DR's would forgive you from doing something like that? Yes I belive I had a lot to do cause I'm a good worker and also I good person but I never thought that will save me from this one really.
So for me it is a MIRACLE in is own way.
But thanks for your encouragement.
GS