Thanks all, te support from you Gus is what keeps me going. Guess you have to lose as much as I did and be at rock bottom to have this kind of commitment, but I have it in spades! Know what you mean about these pharmacies...sent them an email saying I do nt authorize them to charge my credit card and to stp shipment...but nothing back. If they continue, I will call the credit card co and have this suspended if I can.
That's amazing!!! You are an inspiration, that's for sure !!!
Way to be strong! That is amazing! You will be up and down with w/d for a while but as time goes on they will be less harsh and not as much. I am just in awe of your strength. You are truly a inspirations. So happy for you.
well done!!! I received a shipment last week. The order date was jan 24 and I quit on the 9th or 10th, so wtf? I already refused two shipments last month but this one I opened because I didn't think it could possibly be Tramadol. I sent a very curt email to the only contact info on the damn paperwork asking them by what authority they billed my credit card, demanding a reply. I never got one. I feel like I need to get to the bottom of this as they're seemingly billing me at will! I went through more than one online company and the name didn't match any if them. Not sure it ever did, though...I never looked.
I'm so glad to be done feeding their pocketbooks. Even if it costs a lot to do so, eh? Lol
You are awesome! I hope to have that will power soon.
Your strength is SO motivating! I don't know if I ever could have thrown all those pills away. I would have reasoned it with myself somehow and been back down the relapse path. Even now at 67 days it would be hard for me - I'd like to think I'd toss them . . . SO glad I have cut off all my sources!
I'm sorry you are still feeling crappy but it should get better very soon. You will likely have up and down days for awhile, but the ups will take over in time. Hang in there . . . you are doing GREAT!
Julie
and since you are one day 12 it is very likely that w/d will lessen soon and being clean instead of high will become your nornal routine again!
you amazing ************! I to trew away around 500euro worth of tramadol, and I can tell you it has been the best desiscion because aince it is not in the house i have been thinking less aboit the drug and its just way easier to cope with cravings because there is nothing you can do about it. btw im typing this on my phonr so sorry for my failinh grammar...
I know you will not relapse because you are one of those with strong willpower and a goal and