Dump those mofo's!

[freshstart01]

Dump. Throw out car window, throw them down the toilet, pour them on water bottles, look at the color the water changes to..... That's in your stomach. Ick! Step on them! Spit on them. They suck. Demons. Pieces of ****! Get pissed off. Make them your worst enemy.
Just wanted to get that off my chest. :)

[dominosarah]

I am glad you got that off your chest.  Hope you feel better!!  They are our worst enemy.  sara

[Tipsbabygirl]

AMEN! AMEN! AMEN!  
I will add... Homewreckers!!!  Dump 'em!!!  : )

[freshstart01]

Lol. Good one.

[vicki595]

Funny!   It IS what you need to do to get rid of the little devils!!  Light them on fire!! (but don't breath in...)   Good luck!!!

[atthebeach]

thats the way to do it. they are your worst enemy, i am so glad you have resolved that in your heart, mind and soul they are not your friend .they are the enemy of your soul and your life. all they do is destroy and kill

[atthebeach]

how are you doing hun?
do you have another great session on friday?
i hope you are spilling your guts.

[freshstart01]

Yes, great session. Talked about a lot of. Cognitive behavior and how we rationalize, etc. Problem is I wish I could see her more than 1 tine a week!!! A few days after I see get, I'm back to craving, moody, trying to get more pills. Or at least thinking about it!. Why...... I read everynight to strengthen myself. I'm doing everything except N//A. Maybe that's next.

[gnarly_1]

YOU DOING GREAT KIM keep up the good work it takes time to get to the roots of why we use learn all you canb from your conlor mine is indispensable........Gnarly

[freshstart01]

Gnarley, after I dumped, I refilled. This rollercoaster is getting old. I plan on day 1 tomorrow. Should be minimum withdrwals. .... I pray!

[freshstart01]

Taking 1 to 2 everyday.  Need a new fresh start. Just hope I can detox at work. What should I bring with me???? Pepto, immodium. I want to be clean by next Monday. Fresh off pills and clean when visiting therapist! Ugh. I feel like a looser.

[gnarly_1]

it a viscous cycle and hard to break I was on auto refills at 2 different pharmacy's so I rarely ran out unless I decided to party on them withch happened from occasion to occasion now you got to do the inevitable......flush flush away you must get rid of them b/4 they wind up in side you ....you know the right thing to do and also call the pharmacy and cancel all refills
its no big deaL  just tell them you no longer take the meds and will no longer need refills this will make it ez on you as long as there available theres not many of us who wouldent use
im one of them....Kat has a torn rotor cuff in her shoulder she gets hydrocodone for it
she keeps the pills out of sight out of mind to this day I cant be around them they are a huge triger fro me....its like 1/2 a dozen of those would be a party....I cant risk it....remember this''' I will not put my self at risk'' it takes work but it is worth it in the end.....many struggle in the beginning but if you keep trying you will get it try not to get discouyraged with yourself your thinking like an addict yet soon you wont......Gnarly        

[freshstart01]

I guess I should start a new thread. Freshstarts freshstart! Again! Despicable! Disgusted! Pray for me as I will pray for all that struggle.
I'm not afraid to take a stand, everybody come take my hand, will walk this road togehther through the storm, whatever weather......

[gnarly_1]

MAY the power of Christ Jesus set you free from bondage... may he make your life what he intended it to be may he break the chains of bondage so you can walk free and in piece and my he go to battle for us I truly believe this is a battle agents the powers and principality of darkness my he set you free from this and allow you to walk in that freedom free from cravings free from the desire to use to a new found freedom that you never experienced ....amen....... your friend Mark

[freshstart01]

Amen! You rock!!!!!

[gnarly_1]

believe this with all your heart it will come true.......