Feeling HORRIBLE

[Readyforfreedom12]

I don't even know what day it is and don't care. Nothing is getting better. I am now taking chlonidine. Haven't noticed a change yet. I just want to watch movies on the couch all day. Can I? I literally can barely get up and move. It's BAD

[Readyforfreedom12]

Kristen I feel like I have to be doing something it's very overwhelming. I am laying on the couch tonight watching movies I rented. Hubby is seeing patients all night. My house is a mess. I'm hoping tomorrow I can tackle that. I have been out window shopping for 6 hours. I'm absolutely exhausted. I just took my second dose of chlonidine for the day. I can take it twice daily. Thank you Danny. One last thing. We do live a privileged life but I don't want anyone to think I'm trying to say we are better than anyone else. We are just people :) we have our own problems we deal with daily. I'm just a girl looking for help because I've never done this before. It's extremely scary.

[Danny111]

You have to just let yourself know that you're gonna feel like crap and life is gonna suck for about 4 days and that after that it will still suck but less and less each day for another week to ten days and then you'll feel a lot better.  By the time you go to Bora Bora you'll totally be able to have fun.

[Kristen2015]

do you need to do anything?  can you just get it in your head that you won't be able to get anything done and not beat yourself up over it?

[Readyforfreedom12]

Ugh  zero energy. What do I do!

[Readyforfreedom12]

Thank you.krissy. I write you back and have been looking for you all morning lol!!! I think I'll just lay on the couch. I think I still have another 3-4 days of this. My colleague took my call so now I can just stay home until Tuesday. Thank goodness. I just want to sleep to be honest. I actually feel sorry for my body and what I've put it through. :(

[Krissy_123]

Yup you sure can!! Relax and watch movies! So clonidine didn't help at all,that's bo good. :( lots of fluids hun,I didn't eat either. But you have to drink!

[Readyforfreedom12]

I just want to lay in bed all day. Is this ok! I flat cannot eat!!!!! But am forcing water down with a pinch of lemon in it. Tomorrow I start advocare. The 24 day challenge. Then when I'm done with that I'm off to Bora Bora. I pray I feel ok for my vacation. So stressed. I have 25 days to feel decent.