Thanks guys your words are very appreciated :)
Hi! Welcome back and good job about not getting back on them! If you're afraid that you will get rid of them ASAP. Call your mom and tell her you don't want them and to get rid of them so even if you do happen to ask her later she doesnt' have them to feel bad for you and give them to you. You can do it. Just take it day by day and use other methods to relieve the pain. Good luck!
Sorry to hear you are in pain but I think it is great that you are not going back on pills. You should be proud of yourself. It is very east to justify taking them when something like that happens. Just wanted to say GOOD FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!