okay, I read the Thomas recipe, but I take an antidepressant. So, I guess I will have to deal with the malise, whatever that is. I hope it doesn't mean I am tired. I am in sales, so tiredness could kill my sales. ugh! It will be worth it in the end. Thanks to everyone who replied and I will keep you posted. I am still deciding, based on the posts hear whether to flush the 36 left, or to taper with 4 a day. That would last me 9 days and then I would just be post poning the withdraw symptoms. I just think if I taper down to 4,3,2,1 I could stop the withdraw, but I am hoping someone on here has tried this. 6 days of withdraw before was horrifying and wasn't lettting up. It wasn't the phsycological withdraw then, it was all physical....kicking, agitation, sweating, vomitings, etc. When do the symptoms finally go away?