I recently relapsed after having a short amount of time clean. I've been a heroin addict for the last 3 years, but have been in recovery since March. I recently found out that I have Hep C, which isn't why I relapsed. I don't know why I used. I moved back home after going to treatment for 3 months, and then living in a sober community for 3 months. I have a 7 year old son who lives in Ohio, and I must live here in order to be an active mother. I share custody with his father. I get lonely. That's why I think I relapsed. I don't want to be alone. I don't like being a lone. The only person I really have here is my mother who as much as I love her, I can only latch on to her for so long until that doesn't fill the void. I've always struggled with being alone. I have a real issue with it. I've only been in bad unhealthy relationships. Anyway, I haven't been using that long or that much. I really want to get back on track before I get too bad that I can't come back. I know this is life or death for me, and I really do want it. Please give me some advice before I lose everything. I do have some withdrawal, and am sure I'll feel really crumby tomorrow. Anything I can take over the counter that might help. It's mostly just the hot skin, frog in my throat, hard to sleep, and achy feeling. I'm not to the point with vomitting is really an issue.