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9311644 tn?1403181860

Suboxone no more no more i can do it!!!

I was  on Suboxon  for  2  years and  Finally on Friday  I say  no more!!!!! I am doing  cold  Turkey  from 16 mg. Sunday  was  my first day  I stared filing  bad  and  Today I  just  want to  shot myself.The  worst part is  I have to work and  have  2 kids ..I need to do it  for  them and I need all your  support to make it!!I ordered some Kratom and  looks like  is helping  me  but  not  so much and I do not want  to be depend  on it.
Any other ideas ?
thank you  so much guys  and  just want  to say  I am no American  so some  times my Writhing my be no good:):)
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4810126 tn?1503942735
You won't be 'you' again. You'll be different: wiser & stronger! You'll be able to get in that car & go anywhere but this time you'll be aware of the blessing of it all. Going through this tends to make us more circumspect & grateful for the things that we tended not to think about or took for granted when we were clean. When you feel cr*p just remember the life of possibility that you're opening up for yourself & your loved ones.

(Btw, I love Key West!);))
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9311644 tn?1403181860
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sUbCUpToVY8
check this  out.
It is  Polish Group:) let  me know :):):)
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9311644 tn?1403181860
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=CRSwjhYmAY4#t=2
Love it!!!
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9311644 tn?1403181860
Good Morning  !!
wow  so  far it is  my best morning with out Sub!!!
I don't  feel great but when I think how was it few  days  ago  I take it!!!!
I am steel looking  for  some  Magic Receipt to get some  more  Energy  but hey  it is  not to bad.
Looks  like  from now it will be  just better!!!! I hope so:):):)
I was thinking  will be  hard to sleep  after 5 hs nap but  after  1 trazodone  a  get like  6 hours  of sleep And  this  morning  my  pillow  was  a  pillow Nice  and  dry:):)
thank you all and talk to u latter!!!!
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4810126 tn?1503942735
You see? ;)

I'm so happy you got 5 hrs. (of much-needed sleep) !  I'm glad you're feeling so well -- So 'upful'. (In the words of B. Marley).  I'm looking forward to your next 'update'. ;))

Remember, up or down, we're here!!
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9311644 tn?1403181860
I Love Fugges I have so many great memories with this group:):)
Any way it was a ling day buy after I get home I just past out and had like 5 hours of goooooood sleep with out any pills looks like it will ling night but I don't give a crap!!! I feel much better now and I feel I just past the turning point!!!!!I just went fir little drive and I was so happy like a little baby and of course my Fugges disc was on!!!!
Again thank u all and I hope our life  will be great from now on!!!
Peace!!!!!
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4810126 tn?1503942735
Hi Riico :)

Way to go! Believe it or not, you are just where you 'should' be, if not ahead of the curve. ;) Like I said, Subs & 'done are a b*tch in terms of leaving your system & it isn't a straight vector. (Sounds like you ran into one of the 'dips' I described last night). Don't take it to heart & psych yourself out. Just because you don't sleep one night doesn't mean it's not possible the next. I hear you on dreading the night, though. I know I did. I finally figured out that the best thing to do was not to struggle with it. When I couldn't sleep, I redirected. I stayed on MH, listened to music, wrote friends, watched movies, (stared witheringly at my ex as he snored away), etc. ;)) I know that it feels like the exhaustion might kill you but I think you'll discover that we're much stronger & resilient than we previously believed. I think you're proving that every day!

Btw, I just saw your Fugees link above. (Awesome!) Here's one for you, my friend. (Music & MH friends were my saviors in early detox & are still way important). :

https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=CRSwjhYmAY4#t=2
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