Suboxone no more no more i can do it!!!

[Riicco]

I was  on Suboxon  for  2  years and  Finally on Friday  I say  no more!!!!! I am doing  cold  Turkey  from 16 mg. Sunday  was  my first day  I stared filing  bad  and  Today I  just  want to  shot myself.The  worst part is  I have to work and  have  2 kids ..I need to do it  for  them and I need all your  support to make it!!I ordered some Kratom and  looks like  is helping  me  but  not  so much and I do not want  to be depend  on it.
Any other ideas ?
thank you  so much guys  and  just want  to say  I am no American  so some  times my Writhing my be no good:):)

[Riicco]

Emotional  part is  ok .I had  some problems  for  about  7 days but I think  because I  have to work . So  far  not  bad I mean  I even better  then with the  sub  because  I don't need to worry about  it anymore. No need  to  count  how many films  I have  or    if I can make it  with  what I have left  until I see the  Doc.
Plus any time  I was  feeling  bad  I started  reading  all post  here  and  it helps  !!!!

[VICourageous]

Hi..How nice!
I started to donate money to the ASPCA and other places too! Hey we spent SO much money chasing the darn Drugs, no matter what drug it was it still cost money, time and gas..lol
I was talking to another friend of mine from here and we like to study the Meds and the Brain. He was telling me that the Sub w/ds are more Mental. He said they blocked the emotional part of the Brain. It is a bit different then another type of opiate that most have detox from. I do not know for sure, but I am going to do my homework..I think you will pull out of this way better then others. PLUS you do have that POSITIVE Attitude which can get YOU Far. Either way, you are coming around just fine.
How is the Emotional part right now??
Hang in and keep pushing for sure!

[Riicco]

I just decide i will give  good tip here.
I have no need to see my Doctor so my co pay will stay with the waitress! !!! 50$ for 7.oo dollar meal:):)

[Riicco]

I mean not ok ok but 10 times better  than few days ago!!!!

[Riicco]

Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I don't know if is the way have to be but I feel ok now.I want sime good chicken wings a I am eating !!!!!!!!!! I hope I hope it is the turjig point.
LOVE U GUYS ALL!!!!!!!!!!

[Riicco]

I hope  4th will be  great for me  ,my Family  and  all of u guys!!!
I hope Today is the  turning  point but kidna  afraid  is  just temporary, hope  not!!
For now is  manageable !!
Lets stay strong  and be happy again!!
After reading  all the  comments  from the  Forums  here it looks  like  I am  Psycho jump  from 16mg:)
Btw last months  I was  taking  24mg because of  Pharmacy mistake :):)
Peace !!!