hopefully you're proud of yourself for your decision to go to the meeting instead. you should be. it's not an easy one to have made.
Glad that all is well, keep it up.
Good for you casam. Glad your feeling a lot better after the meeting. When those thoughts start, keeping busy is so important, do anything to change those thought patterns, because the longer we allow ourselves to think and obsess about alcohol and drugs, the bigger that craving gets. One day at a time! Sometimes it's a war, but with clean time under our belt and support, it does get easier. Stay strong!