I understand. You should taper the ultram anyway so don't feel badly about that. You are under a doctor's care and that is so important with all the different meds and your medical history. Please keep posting. You will find lots of caring people on this forum. We have all been there my friend.
He was horrified had mo clue this drug was so toxic On a small taper w Xanax to keep bp down I know one drug for another but it just makes me sleepy not speedy like ultram with the er dr and my pcp I was getting the best of both worlds pain control from herniated disks and happiness that the ultram gives u I was at a point that 30 a day was making me lethargic and wasn't doing whatbit used to I have had a history of depression some shrinks said bipolar I was self medicating with this crap inthink with all of us putting our heads together we decided to try the welbutrin which should help with the cravings but to be honest I'm not sure any of this will work so we will see the bad day is day 4 usually the worst and I have to work to support my 2 kids calling out is not an option I'll be in touch I'm sure I will need the support thank u for caring
Wow that is scary. I have read many times that you are not supposed to go cold turkey from Ultram. What did your doctor say about that?